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24/8/09 Monday (Monday, August 24, 2009)
Bloody Monday I call it. Though there is like no ''seen'' bloodshed, there is so much blood bleeding from my heart. Don't know what's the reason cause I don't see any reasons for me to bled. But anyway, feel damn guilty. Don't know how to face Mr Ibrahim, Mr Fahmy & Lai Hong tomorrow. If you guys don't understand what I'm talking about, just ignore this! Anyway, I think I should do some reflection to some people. These reflections is not really related to what happen today though. Oh ya, it's just my reflection. Don't be offended by some of the language used. One last thing, my reflections are in random arrangement. So please do not think too much about it.To: Mdm Cheah I was thinking about this a few weeks or days ago. First impression counts. Somehow, I don't think this apply to you from my point of view. I remembered the first day in Secondary 3. A couple of us was late for your lesson. You scolded us. In my heart, I was thinking what a bitch you were. The sound of the bell was so soft that who could have heard it over the din made by the Secondary 3? Anyway, you have been teaching us for like 8 months already. Just the first few months, I could see that everything I thought about you was totally wrong. You're an asshole when you scold. But when you are in good mood(which is almost every time I see you), you are so humorous that you can made the whole class laugh. Now, I'm forever looking forward to your lessons. Because of you(and Miss Sophia Yap), I'm in love with English now. I'm aiming for a B3 for my 'O' level paper. If I can achieve better, I'll be glad to do so! To: Mr Fahmy I'm totally sorry for what happened today. Sorry to bother you when you are not feeling well. Anyway, I feel like I've changed. I'm no longer the good boy you see in me when I was in Secondary 2. I've changed completely. In Secondary 2, I would always do your homework. But now, I can't be bothered to do your homework as I think I'm just too clever. Sorry about this. Give me some time to prepare myself, to change myself again. But for the better or the worse, I do not know. To: Mdm Tay All of a sudden, I'm starting to pay serious attention in your class(when you were teaching salts). I guess I'm doing my best to achieve my target for 'O' level Chemistry(B3/A2). Let's hope that I will maintain this attitude till 'O' level. To: Mr Gui If you have read the comment I've written in Common Test 2 Paper, you would find that I'm serious about passing my Physics. However, I'm still incapable of doing that as I still do not understand half of the topics you taught us. I think that you should change your teaching style. In the meantime, give me some time to prepare myself, to change myself again. But for the better or the worse, I do not know. To: Mr Ibrahim I recall what happen in one of the PT session. Seriously, I'm sorry for almost bringing you down into the hot soup. Also, I remembered using a vulgarity when I messaged you during that time. I'm sorry but I hope you can understand that I was furious at that time. If you ever heard of today's incident, I'm sorry about it too. Trust me. To: Benjamin Sng Though I didn't talk or interact with you much in school, I seriously appreciate what you did on last Saturday and today. On these 2 days, I'm feeling super down. However, you chatted with me and give me some good advices. Though I did not heed some of them, I thank you for your effort. To: Osel Lim & Phua Quan Qin Irritating can the both of you be in class, but the both of you are one of my good friends. Thank for giving me my nicknames in school. It's up to the two of you to take it as a compliment or an insult. To: Kimberley Cheng In different classes and with tight schedule, I seldom talk to you. However, we started talking to each other more often now. Though you always ask me questions about Lai Hong, I don't mind at all as it helps to ''clear my thinking''. If you haven any problems on Math questions, feel free to consult me. I will be willing to help you. To: Goh Xuan Kai Don't know why but I started talking to you more often now. Always enjoy talking to you on MSN. The times when we both shared our secrets(though you haven't even tell me 1 yet) is such a great pleasure. It makes me feel relax and comfortable. Thank you. To: Ow Ting Quan & Dean Lee I got nothing much to say to you guys. Thanks for chatting with me when I'm bored, especially you Ting Quan. Love the part where you provided me with tons of idiotic suggestions(Ting Quan). E.g. Go take a knife and stab yourself, Go to your room and be emotional, Go stare at a blank wall, Go open the kitchen window and jump down As for you Dean, thanks for being my middleman when I'm not talking to Kimberley at all. Sorry for getting you dragged into the situation sometimes. Thank you guys, for being with me since Secondary 1. To: Lam Lai Hong Finally reached my last reflection, and the one which I'm looking forward to post about(: Somehow, I feel like writing about you from the beginning. Was in the same class as you since Secondary 1. I remember that I was sitting beside you in the beginning of the year. Realised that you were in the same primary school as me for 3 years without knowing you. Anyway, Secondary 1 you were as quiet as a mouse. Didn't interact much with you. Here we come into Secondary 2 life. I became much closer with Dean. We started hanging out with you and Kimberley. I believe that was the time when I begin to ''notice'' you. I started to message you once a week...thrice a week...eventually everyday. I remember clearly the time when you spent great efforts in helping me to forget about someone. Seriously, I appreciate it. Without your help, I would have find it more difficult and longer to let her go. Coming into Secondary 3, you suddenly became my best friend. Whenever I feel bored or encounter any problem, I would always turn to you for help. Your suggestions is nearly always able to solve my problems(cannot put 'always' cause later sure got people de-siao). We shared laughter, tears(was there any??) and joy throughout the years. All of a sudden, I found out that I have fallen for you. My feeling and attitude totally changed. I became more aware of myself when I'm around you. I refrained myself from saying vulgarities more often. Because of you, I changed. Anyway, that's not the main point(: In regards to what happened today, I'm really surprise by your reaction. I expected you to be angry or disappointed with me as I feel like I've fallen short of your expectations. However, not only were you understanding, you also gave me advice. Thank you and Sorry Lai Hong. Thank you for being there when I need you(though not on my birthday:P) and sorry for something which I've done wrong and do not dare to admit to you(call me coward if you want). Stay happy! Love you(: 15/08/09 Saturday (Saturday, August 15, 2009)
I do what I want la! It's none of your business what I do. Mind your own buiness la!14/08/09 Friday (Friday, August 14, 2009)
Hey guys i said i wanted to post a story on Wednesday. But now i decided nt to post about it anymore cos i think the stupid is quite stupid. Anyway, i asked many ppl a random qns on Wednesday. ''Why would a person continue to love someone even though they know that they will feel hurt, jealous, heart-broken etc..'' Here are the replies:Joey Lai: Cause it's feelings. It's hard to let go someone you really love. Benjamin Sng: Some believe they will succeed, some do it for the fun of it and some are really true. Osel Lim: Cause it's not something they can control. Goh Rui Ming: Because they truely like the person. Lam Lai Hong: They believe one day there's a chance. Ong Zhen: Because they can't accept the fact that the other party don't like them? Teo Han Rou: Thats call true love. Mr Ibrahim: You will continue to pursue something that you like as long as there's the possibility of getting it until something better comes along in life. It's human nature. All of it made sense la. But there is something which i dun fully understand. How do u guys noe that its true love? Base on wad someone told me, true love is where either party is willing to die for the other & will love the other party forever & wan them to find happiness. Is it true? If u really love someone now, how can u be sure that even like 10 years down the road u will still love him/her? If u can say it now that u are willing to die for him/her, will u say the same thing 10 years down the road? Haiz... love is forever so complicated. Wonder y God wan to ''play'' with us in this way... Anyway thx guys for yr reply. It somehow sorted out my thinkings(: 12/08/09 Wednesday (Wednesday, August 12, 2009)
Wanted to post a story but now nt in the mood to do so. Sent a msg asking ppl a random qns. Gt lots of reply back. Thx ppl(: Anyway went for a lame chem workshop 2day. WMT de lor. Currently talking to XK on MSN about some private things. Its NOYB(:11/08/09 Tuesday (Tuesday, August 11, 2009)
Sianz... this week is nt going to be as smooth as i thought. Things are nt going the way im hoping it will be. Damn it all!!!iPersonic (Friday, August 7, 2009)
 04/08/09 Tuesday (Tuesday, August 4, 2009)
Lolz im currently in lab 3 now. 4 the eng workshop lor -.-'' Now that stupid DS is trying to made me write the four-letter vulgar. Lolz. Waiting for the ''Boss'' of the class. Starting le. BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB03/08/09 Monday (Monday, August 3, 2009)
Hi ppl just came here for a short post. Went through the first half of the day with TEST TEST TEST. Boring sia. Then after Chem went to the playground again. Yippee!!!!! So fun lor. Haha. So many ppl pants spilt. Heng nt me(: Then blah blah blah... |
