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(Tuesday, April 6, 2010)
Lolz currently in sch using the sch latop. Haha... have to do some kind of stupid survey but seems like the website cant support the massive online. Haha...



(Tuesday, March 30, 2010)
Oh its more than 2 months since i last post here. Haha... Lots of happenings and exciting events that are coming up. Like our school opening & O levels? Haha... Anyway I changed to a new blogskin you if haven noticed it. Took quite a long time thinking wad to put as my title n heading cos it tells how i feel. Lolz. Currently free as sch ended early 2day. The only time when we release at 2.20pm. Haha... Any news or advice u guys nid? Tag or msg me. I'm more than willing to help, though I need some help myself too...



(Wednesday, January 13, 2010)
Okay just realise that the title shouldnt be the date. Sry. Wont do the same thing again.



Wednesday 13/01/10 ()
Okay i decided nt to close my blog. Cos i find that i have nth to do at times and end up looking at ppl blog. Anway, i gt a private blog somewhere. Call u pro if u can find it... Might be changing to a new blogskin or new url. Now quite tired to think much. Shall end here now~



07/12/09 Monday (Monday, December 7, 2009)
Ok guys shall put this as my last post for this blog. Cos i'm seriously too lazy to update my blog le. Just came back from Cambodia last friday. Damn fun lor. Would like to go back next year with my closest friends if given the chance cos they made the trip wonderful. Anyway, i wanna post a poem here now. So enjoy this last poem!(:

You are the sun
that lights the sky
the stars that
shine at night
The rainbow that
comes through the rain
to make the day
feel bright...

You have the smile
I long to see
the voice I want to hear
You give me
warmth and comfort
every time you
hold me near...

Yours is the heart
that beats with mine
you're the air I need to breathe
The driving force within my life
in which I can believe...

You are the inspiration
in my every word and deed
You fill my heart with love
and fill my life with all I need






Tuesday 10/11/09 (Tuesday, November 10, 2009)
Lolz going to post a short post. Missed school 2day cos gt to attend some CO leadership camp. Same goes for the next 2 days. Think I going to die le. Heard from Dean that Sci go through a lot of new things -.-'' Nvm about that. Shall worry about it at other time. Anyway, 2day camp was kinda bored. Went into grp A,B,C,D. Thought going to have outdoor activities like high land element or something but ended up with dumb indoor activities. Onli think i like about this camp is the food & the last part. Each grp was to focus on a sound and then all grps will combined the sound together to form a musical piece. Quite funny. Lolz. Tml is another boring day. Whole day will be learning about conducting -.-'' Somemore i haven practice the musical piece. Haiz... heard from ppl that MAJ Tay is very GL. Wonder how GL is she.. Better hope from the best...



Saturday 07/11/09 (Saturday, November 7, 2009)
Wow! Long time since I blog le. Haha... Went out with Kimberley, Clara & Lai Hong 2day. Was suppose to at Kallang Leisure Park at 2.30pm but the 3 girls turned up at around 4pm. Pro right? Haha... Anyway we went to play 2 rounds of bowling. Won the first round but lose the second round to Kim. Kinda obvious cos Kim had 2 double strike in her game. How am I suppose to win with onli 1 strike.. Anyway we went to the arcade later. Played different game but most interesting was the table soccer. Kim & Clara vs me & Lai Hong. Played 3 rounds. All the scores was 4-1, 3-2, 5-0. Haha... Me & Lai Hong won all 3 rounds. Damn funny sia. See the way Kim & Clara play. But i think we won cos they on-goal at every round. Crap lor.. Anyway just finish watching ''Big Momma's House 2'' on chn 5. OMG!!!! Its such a long time since i watched such a nice show. Really great sia. A pity if u didnt watch it. Going to play com now. Cyah!



17/10/09 Saturday (Saturday, October 17, 2009)
Ok well, I noe my blog is dead for quite long. Lazy to post but anyway was busy. Exam just pass & who noes whether i pass a nt... Life is boring now. Haiz.. Anyway went out to buy stuffs 2day. Bought a bag which cost $45.90 -.-'' Was like ''wth'' when i see the price. Wonder how long it would last... Then after that went around the world to find Lai Hong's birthday present. LOLZ!!! From tampines to orchard to city hall to marine square. Haha... then finally found the shop. Hmm.. spend a great deal of time looking...searching. Then just when i found a perfect one, SOME DAMN THING HAVE TO HAPPEN!!! Haiz.. have to change to other present le -.-'' Damn it sia. The one which i found was so perfect lor. Too bad... Haiz... Then after that went to some other places. Anyway i think i shall change to a new blogskin. This blogskin seems dead. So long!



22/09/09 Tuesday (Tuesday, September 22, 2009)
Your view on yourself: (Sort of?)
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: (BINGO!)

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: (Not really?)

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: (Maybe?)

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education: (BINGO!)

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you: (Not sure?)

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: (BINGO!)

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: (BINGO!)

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: (TOTALLY BINGO!)

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

WOW!!!! EXCELLENT QUIZ!! TOTALLY DESCRIBE ME MAN!! Go to ''http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx'' to take the quiz. IT ROCKS!!!



22/09/09 Tuesday ()
Hmm... think i should blog 2day. Lessons are the same as usual, boring. 4gt there was a Phy test so totally never study. Sure get less then 5 marks. Sry Mr Gui! Anyway, Bio lesson after sch aws cancelled cos Mr Ibrahim never come. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! So gd lor. Went to play bball with LLH & Dean. Lolz. I scored less than 10 goals 2day. Weird! Took 10 shots of 2-pointer & miss all. WOW?!!! Moment ago i was saying how great Dean score was(1-10). LLH score same as Dean. Great minds play alike? LOLZ! Crap... Anyway, was suppose to go for tuition at 5pm but ''GREED'' made me stay until like 5.40pm? Went to take my bag & found out that an explosion took place. WOW??!! The cafe mocha which i bought from the sch bbtea shop exploded. Then my bag was like... Shallnt go through wad i did later. Anyway tml is a Wed. So that means PE!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can play BASKETBALL!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!



15/09/09 Tuesday (Tuesday, September 15, 2009)
Somehow i dun seems to be in gd mood now. In fact something is wrong with me now. I feel so disappointed with myself. Shall nt say the reason. Haiz...



04/09/09 Thursday (Thursday, September 3, 2009)
Lessons are boring 2day. Early in the morning tio dental liao -.-'' the doc say i nid to work on my brushing techni. Lolz. True i think... Anyway was suppose to go for PT after Eng lesson but ended up playing basketball at the nearby court with Benjamin, Johan, PQQ, Lai Hong, Khairul & Jo. Haha... its fun lor. Went home at around 6.15pm. Haiz... how i wish i could go back on my own everyday & reach home latest by 8.30pm. Life is going to be fun like this man! Anyway, other than this, there is 2 things which i wan to learn. Firstly is magic tricks & secondly is cooking French course. Its interesting to learn magic tricks lor. Nt just those that involve poker cards but everything. Like appearing something out of thin air. Magic can also be use to entertain ppl etc.
Anyway nid to help lai hong to research on something. If u r interested in knowing why i wan learn magic & French course ask me in sch. Cyah!



02/09/09 Wednesday (Wednesday, September 2, 2009)
**** YOU BITCH! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! PRIME MINISTER?! MINISTER MENTOR?! YOU ARE JUST A ******* TEACHER WHO TEACH IN OUR SCHOOL! SO WHAT IF YOU HAVE A FREAKING BIG STOMACH?! JUST 1 BLOW & EVERYTHING WILL BE GONE! YOU SCOLDED HER JUST BECAUSE SHE DID NOT ATTEND HER TRAINING FOR 3 TIMES! SO WHAT?! SHE GOT HER OWN REASONS OK?! YOU THINK SHE IS SO FREE LIKE YOU?! SITTING DOWN EVERYDAY LOOKING AFTER THAT BABY OF YOURS?! THAT'S TOTAL CRAP OK? SHE GOT HER OWN PREFECT STUFFS TO DO OK?! WHY DO YOU THINK SHE IS DOING HER PREFECT STUFFS INSTEAD OF ATTENDING THE TRAINING?! JUST FOR 1 SIMPLE ******* OBVIOUS REASON! SHE IS TRYING HER BEST TO GIVE THE TEACHERS A GOOD TIME DURING THE CELEBRATION OF TEACHER'S DAY OK?! THAT INCLUDES YOU RIGHT?! YOU THINK IT'S SO EASY TO DO THE PREPARATION?! IF YOU THINK SO, THEN SO DO IT YOURSELF LA! MFB! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT SHE IS ALREADY STRESSED BY THE PREPARATION?! MS WONG IS IN HOSPITAL AND THE SO-CALL ''HEAD'' DOESN'T SEEMS TO BE DOING MUCH TO HELP HER! SO WHAT CAN SHE DO?! JUST ABANDON THE WHOLE THING?! THAT'S TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE RIGHT?! IF SHE COULD DO THAT, SHE WON'T HAVE SKIP HER TRAINING FOR 3 TIMES RIGHT?! MFB! YOU'RE TOTALLY UNREASONABLE! IF SHE EVER CRY AGAIN BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! **** OFF ******!



24/8/09 Monday (Monday, August 24, 2009)
Bloody Monday I call it. Though there is like no ''seen'' bloodshed, there is so much blood bleeding from my heart. Don't know what's the reason cause I don't see any reasons for me to bled. But anyway, feel damn guilty. Don't know how to face Mr Ibrahim, Mr Fahmy & Lai Hong tomorrow. If you guys don't understand what I'm talking about, just ignore this! Anyway, I think I should do some reflection to some people. These reflections is not really related to what happen today though. Oh ya, it's just my reflection. Don't be offended by some of the language used. One last thing, my reflections are in random arrangement. So please do not think too much about it.

To: Mdm Cheah
I was thinking about this a few weeks or days ago. First impression counts. Somehow, I don't think this apply to you from my point of view. I remembered the first day in Secondary 3. A couple of us was late for your lesson. You scolded us. In my heart, I was thinking what a bitch you were. The sound of the bell was so soft that who could have heard it over the din made by the Secondary 3? Anyway, you have been teaching us for like 8 months already. Just the first few months, I could see that everything I thought about you was totally wrong. You're an asshole when you scold. But when you are in good mood(which is almost every time I see you), you are so humorous that you can made the whole class laugh. Now, I'm forever looking forward to your lessons. Because of you(and Miss Sophia Yap), I'm in love with English now. I'm aiming for a B3 for my 'O' level paper. If I can achieve better, I'll be glad to do so!

To: Mr Fahmy
I'm totally sorry for what happened today. Sorry to bother you when you are not feeling well. Anyway, I feel like I've changed. I'm no longer the good boy you see in me when I was in Secondary 2. I've changed completely. In Secondary 2, I would always do your homework. But now, I can't be bothered to do your homework as I think I'm just too clever. Sorry about this. Give me some time to prepare myself, to change myself again. But for the better or the worse, I do not know.

To: Mdm Tay
All of a sudden, I'm starting to pay serious attention in your class(when you were teaching salts). I guess I'm doing my best to achieve my target for 'O' level Chemistry(B3/A2). Let's hope that I will maintain this attitude till 'O' level.

To: Mr Gui
If you have read the comment I've written in Common Test 2 Paper, you would find that I'm serious about passing my Physics. However, I'm still incapable of doing that as I still do not understand half of the topics you taught us. I think that you should change your teaching style. In the meantime, give me some time to prepare myself, to change myself again. But for the better or the worse, I do not know.

To: Mr Ibrahim
I recall what happen in one of the PT session. Seriously, I'm sorry for almost bringing you down into the hot soup. Also, I remembered using a vulgarity when I messaged you during that time. I'm sorry but I hope you can understand that I was furious at that time. If you ever heard of today's incident, I'm sorry about it too. Trust me.

To: Benjamin Sng
Though I didn't talk or interact with you much in school, I seriously appreciate what you did on last Saturday and today. On these 2 days, I'm feeling super down. However, you chatted with me and give me some good advices. Though I did not heed some of them, I thank you for your effort.

To: Osel Lim & Phua Quan Qin
Irritating can the both of you be in class, but the both of you are one of my good friends. Thank for giving me my nicknames in school. It's up to the two of you to take it as a compliment or an insult.

To: Kimberley Cheng
In different classes and with tight schedule, I seldom talk to you. However, we started talking to each other more often now. Though you always ask me questions about Lai Hong, I don't mind at all as it helps to ''clear my thinking''. If you haven any problems on Math questions, feel free to consult me. I will be willing to help you.

To: Goh Xuan Kai
Don't know why but I started talking to you more often now. Always enjoy talking to you on MSN. The times when we both shared our secrets(though you haven't even tell me 1 yet) is such a great pleasure. It makes me feel relax and comfortable. Thank you.

To: Ow Ting Quan & Dean Lee
I got nothing much to say to you guys. Thanks for chatting with me when I'm bored, especially you Ting Quan. Love the part where you provided me with tons of idiotic suggestions(Ting Quan).

E.g. Go take a knife and stab yourself, Go to your room and be emotional, Go stare at a blank wall, Go open the kitchen window and jump down

As for you Dean, thanks for being my middleman when I'm not talking to Kimberley at all. Sorry for getting you dragged into the situation sometimes.
Thank you guys, for being with me since Secondary 1.

To: Lam Lai Hong
Finally reached my last reflection, and the one which I'm looking forward to post about(: Somehow, I feel like writing about you from the beginning.

Was in the same class as you since Secondary 1. I remember that I was sitting beside you in the beginning of the year. Realised that you were in the same primary school as me for 3 years without knowing you. Anyway, Secondary 1 you were as quiet as a mouse. Didn't interact much with you.


Here we come into Secondary 2 life. I became much closer with Dean. We started hanging out with you and Kimberley. I believe that was the time when I begin to ''notice'' you. I started to message you once a week...thrice a week...eventually everyday. I remember clearly the time when you spent great efforts in helping me to forget about someone. Seriously, I appreciate it. Without your help, I would have find it more difficult and longer to let her go.


Coming into Secondary 3, you suddenly became my best friend. Whenever I feel bored or encounter any problem, I would always turn to you for help. Your suggestions is nearly always able to solve my problems(cannot put 'always' cause later sure got people de-siao). We shared laughter, tears(was there any??) and joy throughout the years. All of a sudden, I found out that I have fallen for you. My feeling and attitude totally changed. I became more aware of myself when I'm around you. I refrained myself from saying vulgarities more often. Because of you, I changed. Anyway, that's not the main point(:


In regards to what happened today, I'm really surprise by your reaction. I expected you to be angry or disappointed with me as I feel like I've fallen short of your expectations. However, not only were you understanding, you also gave me advice. Thank you and Sorry Lai Hong. Thank you for being there when I need you(though not on my birthday:P) and sorry for something which I've done wrong and do not dare to admit to you(call me coward if you want). Stay happy! Love you(:



15/08/09 Saturday (Saturday, August 15, 2009)
I do what I want la! It's none of your business what I do. Mind your own buiness la!



14/08/09 Friday (Friday, August 14, 2009)
Hey guys i said i wanted to post a story on Wednesday. But now i decided nt to post about it anymore cos i think the stupid is quite stupid. Anyway, i asked many ppl a random qns on Wednesday. ''Why would a person continue to love someone even though they know that they will feel hurt, jealous, heart-broken etc..'' Here are the replies:

Joey Lai: Cause it's feelings. It's hard to let go someone you really love.

Benjamin Sng: Some believe they will succeed, some do it for the fun of it and some are really true.

Osel Lim: Cause it's not something they can control.

Goh Rui Ming: Because they truely like the person.

Lam Lai Hong: They believe one day there's a chance.

Ong Zhen: Because they can't accept the fact that the other party don't like them?

Teo Han Rou: Thats call true love.

Mr Ibrahim: You will continue to pursue something that you like as long as there's the possibility of getting it until something better comes along in life. It's human nature.

All of it made sense la. But there is something which i dun fully understand. How do u guys noe that its true love? Base on wad someone told me, true love is where either party is willing to die for the other & will love the other party forever & wan them to find happiness. Is it true? If u really love someone now, how can u be sure that even like 10 years down the road u will still love him/her? If u can say it now that u are willing to die for him/her, will u say the same thing 10 years down the road? Haiz... love is forever so complicated. Wonder y God wan to ''play'' with us in this way... Anyway thx guys for yr reply. It somehow sorted out my thinkings(:



12/08/09 Wednesday (Wednesday, August 12, 2009)
Wanted to post a story but now nt in the mood to do so. Sent a msg asking ppl a random qns. Gt lots of reply back. Thx ppl(: Anyway went for a lame chem workshop 2day. WMT de lor. Currently talking to XK on MSN about some private things. Its NOYB(:



11/08/09 Tuesday (Tuesday, August 11, 2009)
Sianz... this week is nt going to be as smooth as i thought. Things are nt going the way im hoping it will be. Damn it all!!!



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04/08/09 Tuesday (Tuesday, August 4, 2009)
Lolz im currently in lab 3 now. 4 the eng workshop lor -.-'' Now that stupid DS is trying to made me write the four-letter vulgar. Lolz. Waiting for the ''Boss'' of the class. Starting le. BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB



03/08/09 Monday (Monday, August 3, 2009)
Hi ppl just came here for a short post. Went through the first half of the day with TEST TEST TEST. Boring sia. Then after Chem went to the playground again. Yippee!!!!! So fun lor. Haha. So many ppl pants spilt. Heng nt me(: Then blah blah blah...



Wednesday 22/07/09 (Wednesday, July 22, 2009)
Hehe ppl its Wednesday again!!! Life 2day was very fun. Needless to say first period was PE. Went for running around the sch in the morning with Lai Hong, Chen Xi, Yang Zhen, Jin Sheng(correct?) & some other ppl. Nice lor except for the damn rain -.- Anyway went to play badminton after that. Jin Sheng learnt how to play badminton 2day. He's quite a fast learner in fact(: Next time can play with us liao lor. Lolz. Anyway he keep thxing me, Lai Hong & Jo after PE for teaching him how to play. So generous. Unlike ppl nowadays... He is a nice guy. Any girls looking for a boyfriend? I recommand him to u(: If he interested in u la! Dun get yr hopes too high cos i think he MIGHT have another person in his heart(: Lazy to post the rest of the lessons. Fast forward... So at around 5pm went 4 PT. Osel, Dean, Me, Lai Hong, Jun Lin & William went was there. Lucky never run to Bedok Resv cos i didnt feel like runnung at that time lor. Blah Blah Blah... Now currently msging Lai Hong. Talking about some couples(:



Friday 17/07/09 (Friday, July 17, 2009)
Hehe... Im currently in sch com lab 3 now qith Ben, XK, Osel, LLH, Dean & Jun Hong. Ben, XK, Osel & LLH are suppose to do life sci research but it seem like onli LLH is doing. The other 3 playing com -.-'' Jun Hong is studying at another corner & Dean is trying to patch maple on a com. & now Ben is asking me to take a tour. So the new thing ppl is doing is : LLH & Osel researching; Ben dunno doing wad shit; XK playing poker cards & stickman fighting on his com. Jun Hong still studying la of course. (Ong Zhen will be so proud) N me? Gtg any moment. So i better sign off now(: Have a nice day!



Wednesday 15/07//09 (Wednesday, July 15, 2009)
Woots its been a long time since i last blog. Shall do some posting & ''reflections'' now. Changed blogskin sometime ago. Hope u like it. Added a new song entitled ''星球''. Was hoping that it would be the whole song but nvm... Anyway, first period of the day was PE. Though im looking forward to PE lesson every week, i think im nt enjoying myself during the time. Somehow, the PE department is nt organised. Its gd to play yr own games during PE, but shouldnt the PE department organise some activities for all the classes? Oh ya seriously, if u guys wan to play badminton, cant u just go take yr own racket & play? Must u go take the racket from them & disrupt them from playing??? Thats a very ... thing to do ok? Anyway, after PE was Bio lesson. Another favourite lesson of mine(: Nowadays, i dun stay in class during Bio. Always go to the library with Jeric and others. Dunno why also. Went for recess at around 10.10am? Oh ya Mr Lai was patroling around 2day. Hoping to catch those who are playing poker cards?? No offence but i think he damn dumb lor. Who would still play poker cards when he is patroling? -.-'' After recess was Eng. Did some interesting exercise. Then went to the com lab during A Math 2nd period. Mr Fahmy was complaining something. Then came Chem, a very ''interesting'' subject. Finally came CE. Me,Khairul,PQQ & Kendrick went for TPC with Mr Fahmy. Wonder if i should have go. Mr Ibrahim was talking about Internet Pornography in class. LOLZ!! Went back to class like 5min before the end of sch. Was suppose to do a reflection on the topic lor -.-'' Then when ppl all happily go home, we were having Phy lesson -.-'' Pass rather quickly though(: Nth to do after that. Was waiting for PT to start. Lolz. Running to Bedok Resv is fun but super tiring. Can relieve stress etc... After that catch a bus back to sch then went home...


Maybe it's just me but somehow, I think that things have changed ever since you know the truth. I know I should have expected this but I just can't prepared myself for it. We seem to talk less compared to last time. Even today, I know why you give that reply to Dean. I thank you for not saying the truth. Sometimes, I wonder if things would be different if he wasn't in your heart...I'm really missing the days... the time where you and me could talk together freely. How I wish we could all go back in time. Now, I'm trapped inside this circle. A circle which torture me every minute of everyday. A circle which will made me go crazy. A circle which will drive me to my grave one day. Maybe I should learn to accept reality, and just remain as good friend with you. ''Loving someone does not mean you have to have the person. It's about the person finding happiness.'' Maybe it's time to apply this statement to my life. Maybe I shouldn't care so much, and should just let nature take its course. If u read this, please do not take it to your heart or hate me. I'm just posting my feelings. I love you...''



05/07/09 Sunday (Sunday, July 5, 2009)
Seriously, communication is very important between ppl. Without it, everything can fall apart. So ppl, lets communicate with one another more often.

*I'm not going to made the same fucking mistake as them when I grow up. Turst me.



Sunday 14/06/09 (Sunday, June 14, 2009)
Yo ppl i finally gt my laptop back from repair -.-'' Anyway i dun feel like doing anything now. So maybe i'll just put a short poem here?

The arrival of the June holidays

Is not really a good thing for me

I miss everything of school

Except for all the homeworks

Everything of school

Except for the stress

Everything of school

Except for the scoldings

Everything of school

Including the laughter

Everything of school

Including the food

Everything of school

Including you

*Something seems to be wrong. I cant made it go to the middle or add colours. Nvm...



Tuesday 02/06/09 (Tuesday, June 2, 2009)
This blog post is about ytd class gathering...

Monday 01/06/09
Went out of my house at around 12.30pm. Catch the train & went to meet Dean Osel XK Khairul at Aljun station. But somehow we ps Dean & went to Paya first. LOLZ! Osel misunderstood Dean msg ''get in''. Osel thought that Dean wanted us to board the train so we went in. Sad... Then we were talking about something which happen between Osel & Joey... Found out that Kendrick was on the same train as us when we reached Pasir Ris. LOLZ! Then waited 4 ppl to come. Vy & Lai Hong was the slowest lor. Cos Vy gt wushu in the morning... Then we went to the chalet. Slack a while there. Stayed outside listening to Khairul playing the guither. Then a big grp went to the supermarket to buy bbq stuffs including me la. I found out that some ppl have very gd experience. Then we took a quick bite at Mac. Went back to the chalet & gt busy preparing the food. Took a super duper long time trying to light the fire. But still fail. Then Lai Hing went to ask help from a guy who was bbqing with his family a few pits away. He started the fire rather quick & told us wad to do. Then later 1 ''cloud'' go blow the fire out -.- I was like ''wtf...'' Heng the ''cloud'' amended the mistake. Then started bbqing the corns... Everyone stop eating at around 9-9.30pm? There was still like 1 plate of chicken wings left. Nobody wan eat so XK finish it. Then we went into the rm to watch tv 4 a while. Suggest a walk around the place. So me XK Meng Meng Vy Lai Hong went 4 a walk. Actually we were all waiting 4 XK parents to come bring us to Eunos station... Went to the swimming pool to looking 4 Dean Ben Osel Jeric but the pool was already close. So went back & sat outside talking about chinese names? Then Lai Hong suggest playing the ''scissor paper stone'' game. Lolz. She lose to everyone she play with lor. Then XK won Osel. We all say he tyco lor. Haha... Then XK parents came. 2 of them in fact. So we all squeeze into the car lor. I was sitting on XK then Lai Hong was sitting on Meng Meng. Vy was like so relax lor(: Reach Eunos station then Meng Meng went home cos she live there? So me Vy Lai Hong took the train. Lai Hong alight at Kallang while me n Vy went to City Hall then change to the red line. Vy alight at Dobby while i went to AMK. Reach home like 11.40pm? Lolz. Lai Hong was like going to sleep liao lor... Overall it was a great day.

*Thx to Jeric XK for cooking 4 everyone(:
*Special thx to Lai Hong for cooking throughout the whole bbq(:
*Thx to Mr Fahmy for his advice(:



Thursday 28/05/09 (Thursday, May 28, 2009)
2day life is like normal? Miss E Math cos Mr Ibrahim was talking about promotion crit. Heng i can promote(: Then was Bio lesson. There was a new Bio cher. Mdm H.... Anyway she came in & like give this sucky attitude? Didnt like her immediately. Didnt went 4 early recess because of her... After recess was Eng. Nt bad. Then during Phy lesson i went to sit at Kristian's place. Stayed there throughout the entire day liao. Then after Phy is A Math, Lunch, Chem. Others stuff dun feel like typing now cos having a freaky headach now.



Wednesday 20/05/09 (Wednesday, May 20, 2009)
Yo ppl!!!! I'm finally decided to blog. Haha... too lazy nowadays(: Anyway gt back our results 2day except for Chemistry -.-'' Gt onli an A2 at max(E Math). Sucks totally sia. Fail Physics & Combined Humanities. Hmmm... i fail Combined Humanities is understandable. Cos i was studying SS & playing. Haiz... Nid 1 more mark just to pass. Any kind soul willing to help me??? Physics was ... 7 more marks to pass. Anyway i hate Physics now. Always cant get my concept right. Guess i prefer Mr Siow(correct spelling?) teaching to Mr Gui. Haiz... Anyway i was damn surprise & elated to pass my English Paper 2. Haha... our class onli gt 5 ppl pass Paper 2): Sad thing. So overall i pass my English!!!! Haha wad a gd thing lor. Then MT... cant believe i fail Paper 2!!!!!! WTF lor. I gt like 9/30 for my MCQs? Totally crap. But overall i still pass(: To E Math now. Scored 45/60 for Paper 1. Exactly A1. But Paper 2 i gt onli 53/80. Hell man... My Math is deproving sia. Nid to work harder now. So overall i gt onli a A2): To A Math now. Cant believe i gt that pathetic marks. Was staring at my marks when i gt it back. 37/70!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!! Haiz... At least i still pass -.-''

Oh ya happy birthday to Osel & Darryl Saw(: Mine is coming... coming... coming...



Sunday 03/05/09 (Sunday, May 3, 2009)

在遙遠星球 有一顆氣球 是我昨晚把它 放在那裡的

每晚的夜空 它都會閃爍 發出來的光芒 一直提醒我

雖然它只是一顆氣球 對我它就像真實星球

虛幻總會實現 相信我 有話要說

(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的

在遙遠星球 有一顆氣球 發出來的光芒 一直提醒我


雖然它只是一顆氣球 對我它就像真實星球

虛幻總會實現 相信我 有話要說


(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的



為你祈禱 看你睡著 平安很好 對我都很重要

你的微笑 你的吵鬧 都是我 嚮往的 依靠 Yeah~~ 有話要說


(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的


Ok guys. This is a lyrics for the song ''星球''. If u guys cant see the lyrics, u can copy n paste it in mircosoft word. The lyrics seems to be describing how i feel about u(: I will try to upload the song. But if i cant, u can choose to either ask me to play the song 4 u in sch or u can go ask for it in maybe youtube? Its by JJ. Enjoy...




Sunday 03/05/09 ()

在遙遠星球 有一顆氣球 是我昨晚把它 放在那裡的

每晚的夜空 它都會閃爍 發出來的光芒 一直提醒我

雖然它只是一顆氣球 對我它就像真實星球

虛幻總會實現 相信我 有話要說

(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的

在遙遠星球 有一顆氣球 發出來的光芒 一直提醒我


雖然它只是一顆氣球 對我它就像真實星球

虛幻總會實現 相信我 有話要說


(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的



為你祈禱 看你睡著 平安很好 對我都很重要

你的微笑 你的吵鬧 都是我 嚮往的 依靠 Yeah~~ 有話要說


(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的




Sunday 03/05/09 ()

在遙遠星球 有一顆氣球 是我昨晚把它 放在那裡的

每晚的夜空 它都會閃爍 發出來的光芒 一直提醒我

雖然它只是一顆氣球 對我它就像真實星球

虛幻總會實現 相信我 有話要說

(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的

在遙遠星球 有一顆氣球 發出來的光芒 一直提醒我


雖然它只是一顆氣球 對我它就像真實星球

虛幻總會實現 相信我 有話要說


(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的



為你祈禱 看你睡著 平安很好 對我都很重要

你的微笑 你的吵鬧 都是我 嚮往的 依靠 Yeah~~ 有話要說


(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的




Sunday 03/05/09 ()

在遙遠星球 有一顆氣球 是我昨晚把它 放在那裡的

每晚的夜空 它都會閃爍 發出來的光芒 一直提醒我

雖然它只是一顆氣球 對我它就像真實星球

虛幻總會實現 相信我 有話要說

(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的

在遙遠星球 有一顆氣球 發出來的光芒 一直提醒我


雖然它只是一顆氣球 對我它就像真實星球

虛幻總會實現 相信我 有話要說


(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的



為你祈禱 看你睡著 平安很好 對我都很重要

你的微笑 你的吵鬧 都是我 嚮往的 依靠 Yeah~~ 有話要說


(Chorus)

我的呼吸 我的嘆息 我的話都為你說 我的努力 我的放棄 我每步都為你走

在你夢想的邊緣 總有一個人一直為你為你守候著它

我所有的 我沒有的 我一切都是你的 我得到的 我失去的 我擁有都是你的

你也許無法了解 我給的愛已超乎我以為我能夠給的




Wednesday 22/04/09 (Wednesday, April 22, 2009)
Ok guys i noe it has been around 18 days since i last blog. Cant blame me. With the no. of test coming & MYE just round the corner who would have time to blog? So now i'll just post things which have been happening. SYF is finally over. Band gt a bronze): CO & Choir both gt a sliver): Dance gt GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!! Woots well done dance!!!! So this friday would be our sch 27th anniversary. Hmmm... happy birthday? LOLZ!!!!



Saturday 04/04/09 (Saturday, April 4, 2009)
YAY!!!! I FINALLY DONE IT!!!!!! Finally gt 20+ position among all sec 3 boys. Hehe. My new record(: Sec 1 & 2 always get 50+ position de. Now sec 3 finally upgraded. Anyway must be thx to the hard work of my self practise. Had been training 4 the first time 4 2.4km run. Must specially thx Lai Hong. Cos she was the one who ask me to run with her the first time. Then after that i occasionally go run with her(: She also nt bad la. Same as me. Sec 1 & 2 always get 50+ position. Sec 3 get position 12!!!!!! Surprise sia. Lolz. Love all of you xD. Specially thx to Lai Hong once again...



Friday 03/04/09 (Thursday, April 2, 2009)
So bored now...

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you

100 ''I love you'' 4 u...



Wednesday 01/04/09 (Wednesday, April 1, 2009)
APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha... still gt 1 more hr. Anyway, im back to blogging. Been online these few days but i lazy blog. 2day nt bad arh. 2 free periods at the start of the morning(: follow up was Phy. Gt back test paper. Gt onli 3/16 -.-'' cos never study for the test at all. Then was Chem. Mdm Tay finished chpt 4. Should have understand around 60% of it. Maybe more if i gt revise. Then recess. I wonder how much longer can i keep that promise i made to u... After recess was Geog. Lai Hong tried to fool me but fail. Actually i think it was just my luck. Cos Lai Hong tried to fool me that my shoelaces were untied but they were really untied. Lolz lor. U guys should have saw the reaction on her face. So funny... Anyway I was playing a fool during the whole of Geog. Later was Eng. Did some crapping letter writing. Then had a compre test during MT. Haven finish the last qns lor -.-'' Then CE. So boring lor. I didnt have any mood 4 anything during CE. Also dunno y. Went 4 lunch. Told Kendrick to go to Osel's table but i dunno where he die to. CO practise later. Total waste of my time. No instrument at all lor. Still repairing. Sat there like a retard for about 2.5hrs? Could have spent the time on useful things lor. Maybe watch the uniform grps march 4 the GOH. Better than sitting at the CO rm doing nth...


* Mrs Lam, sorry for waking you up early in the morning(:



Sunday 22/3/09 (Sunday, March 22, 2009)
Yo ppl im blogging again. Currently talking to birthday girl Joey Lai & my junior Pin Hui in msn. Joey doesnt seems to enjoy her birthday this year. She seems so restless when im talking to her. Lolz. So sry to hear that... On the other case my junior is asking me math qns -.-'' or rather she is asking me ans to her math qns. Crap sia... she is going to fail her math if she dun learn. Haiz... so sianz now. Maybe i should create a poem again?

The sound of my alarm
Awakes me every morning
How I wish
It was you who wake me up
The sight of your face
Always brighten me up
The light in your eyes
Has always been a guidence for me
When I'm in total darkness
The warmth of you
Is always a comfort to me
The touch of you
Will be always welcomed by me
Though you like someone else
I will always care for you
That is because
You are the only reason I live



Friday 20/03/09 (Friday, March 20, 2009)
Yo ppl just changed to a new blogskin. I onli like the heading. So romantic lor... Btw, if u visit n there is no music so sry 4 u. Im trying to upload it ASAP.



Wednesday 11/03/09 (Wednesday, March 11, 2009)
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM FINALLY BACK HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Went for Kahang camping trip for 3 days 2 night. The camp nt bad at all. Lets have a quick run-through over the last 3 days.

Day 1
Reported in sch around same time. Had flag raising then a briefing. Then ... Reached the campsite at _____ time(4gt liao) Started pitching our tents up first. My tent group damn suay lor. We gt the spoilt tent. Then had to wait 4 the instructors to get us a new tent. Haven finish building then have to fall in already. Wth lor... Left all our bags outside in the open space. Then it rained -.-'' So all our bags were wet. The clothes inside also sia. Crap... Had to wear wear clothes through the whole day lor... Finally the rain became lower. Was able to start our first activity(Bamboo Rafting). Fun sia this activity. I partner with DS. Haiz.. DS have no sense of balancing. Through the whole activity he is the one who keeps falling into the water. LOLZ. DS u r a NOOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then after this was shower i think? Yeah then ...

Day 2
Couldnt sleep lor... Was damn crapping cold lor... Then the ground was a bit wet. Somemore i wasnt in a very comfortable place to sleep. Was squash beside Dean & the tent door. Crap... Keep waking up in the night -.-'' Then reported at 6.30am 4 morning PT. The PT nt bad at all. Just some simple exercise. Then went 4 additional run with Mr Ibrahim. Very fun lor. This run is the first time i jog almost through the whole run without much stopping. Haha should have this more often. Maybe the 2.4km run should be held there. Then i can get top 30 liao. LOLZ! After that went for breakfast. In fact, organic food isnt that bad. It taste very much like yr normal food. After that started our activities. 2day was super sunny & hot. First activity was Raft building. Nt bad. I was just helping to take the ropes 4 them. LOLZ! Then i was the ''victim'' to try out the raft to see if it floats in the water. Failed): Sad. Nvm. Then later was WATER OBSTACLES(: Love this activity the most throughout the whole camp. Was the second to start the ball rolling. Gt struck in 1 obstacle. Fall into the water 4 at least 5 times in that obstacle. WTF!!!! 1 obstacle onli yeah. Lucky others never drop at all. Then that DS keep saying me. Second to start become third to complete -.-'' Like u first to start first to complete very gd like that. Nvm. Wanted to retry the whole thing but didnt have enough time at all. Wad a sad thing sia... Later was lunch? Then... After lunch was the Kampong Walk -.-'' didnt like this activity a lot. Damn bloody hot. The temperature was like 40 degree like that lor. Cos of that i gt the sunburns on the whole of my neck n hands -.-'' Crap... Then gt lighting risk when we went back. Had to wait 4 about half an hour before continuing the activities. Had Farming experience later. Then... Campfire was a bit boring. I tried to enjoy it but nt to much avail. Also dunno y so sian lor that time. Wad do u call a campfire without the fire? Thats wad happen to us cos of that rain -.-'' Then still gt millions of insects dropping on us from the ceiling. Crap lor... Then...

Day 3
Last day of camp. Reported same time but no PT at all. Went 4 running with Mr Ibrahim once again. So fun lor(: Then later was breakfast. Blah blah blah... Went to the ZenXi(correct?) Organic Farm(correct?) for lunch. Before that was a short tour. Damn hot lor. The lunch was super nice lor. So many ingredients to eat with(: Then... reached Manjusri about 5pm. Went home...



Friday 06/03/09 (Friday, March 6, 2009)
Hi ppl! Back to blogging again now common test is over(: Gt back most of the results except 4 geog. Time to do some reflection...

Eng- 12/30(E8)
E Math- 34/40(A1)
A Math- 18/40(D7)
Chem- 25.5/50(C6)
Phy- 21/50(E8)
Mt- 66/100(B3)
SS- 18/30(B4)
Geog- ?

Failed 3 subs. If count geog it will be 4 subs cos im sure i will fail it. Haiz... De-prove a lot. A Math is the worse):

Really nid to buck up for eng. Was getting 18 or 19 in sec 2. Now onli 12... Have to read more gd compo liao. Starting a bank of vocab words isnt a bad idea at all. Most importantly, i nid to practise more and focus on the task. Went totally off-topic in common test. Haiz...

E Math seems to be gd but it isnt gd at all. I must get 35 & above!!! Have to be more careful in test & exams. A Math totally sucks. I rather get 0 sia. This is a NA student results nt mine!! Wtf... Totally didnt noe there was a qns 5 until cher say stop. Was damn shock. 9 MARKS GONE LIKE THAT!!!! Hell... Nid to really buck up for math liao.

Chem was... Mdm Tay say i drop by 1 grade. Sec 2 get C5. Sec 3 get C6. Might as well join the combined sci sia. Seems like im nt fit 4 pure sci class...

Phy was totally hell too. 21/50!!!! But actually nt bad already. Cos i dun understand free-fall acceleration yet still can get 21. Lolz. But really i nid to buck up for phy. Mdm Tay always say those who r gd in math should do well in phy too. Somohow i think its true. Cos phy is like calculation onli. Have to use my time during march hols to understand free-fall.

Really pleasant with my mt results. Didnt expect to get 66. I was expecting to get about 60 onli. Haha. Its the onli result im proud of.

SS was nt gd either. I wanted to get 20 or above. But seems like i was short of 2 marks. But nvm. This is my first SS paper. Can do better during mid-year. That time i wont fall below yr expectation Mrs Wong!

Geog... Haven get back paper yet but i noe that i will definitly fail. 4gt everything during the exam. Lolz. Sec 2 get A1. Sec 3 get F9. PRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Sunday 01/03/09 (Sunday, March 1, 2009)
Hi ppl! Been a while since i post. Cant blame me. Cos it was common test period. Have to study for it. But i study also no use. Cos i sure fail all the sub de. Haiz...

English- 12/30
Mother Tongue- 66/100
E Math- ?
A Math- haven take
Chemistry- ?
Physics- ?
Social Studies- ?
Geography- haven take

See? I already fail eng liao. Crap sia... Must buck up liao. Super happy with my mother tongue results. First time get above B4(:



Wednesday 18/02/09 (Wednesday, February 18, 2009)
Haven gt any mood to post anything 2day. Tml common test already. Wish u guys luck for tml(: before i 4gt this,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN!!!!!



Thursday 12/02/09 (Thursday, February 12, 2009)
Tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I cant feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I cant feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be



Tuesday 10/02/09 (Tuesday, February 10, 2009)
Sianz... Nowadays so bored. Common test is just around the corner & i haven revise anything. Crap...

Eng- Nth much to revise
A Math- Must revise everything from scratch!
E Math- Must revise everything from scratch!
Physics- Must revise everything from scratch!
Chemistry- Must revise everything from scratch!
Geog- Must revise everything from scratch!
SS- Heck care
Mt- Nth mush to revise

Must really buck up for math already. Gt onli 19/30 for a math test & 13/20 for e math test. Wtf...



Thursday 05/02/09 (Thursday, February 5, 2009)
Back to blogginggggggggggg!!!!!!! Lolz. Going through wad happen 2day. Woke up at 6.20am 2day -.-'' Thought i was going to be late 4 sch. Heng nvm sia. Lolz. 1st period was CCT of course. Both Mr Ibrahim & Mr Fahmy never come xD. So free time. Then later was A Math. Relief cher come in late(: Then we did the A Math test. Couldnt do at first. Didnt have the ''feel''. Slowly i was then able to start doing. Think i may be able to score 25 or above. Test was over 30 marks. Then later was Physics. Crap... I understand some things Mr Gui said n dun understand some things Mr Gui said. Asked Lai Hong to teach me tml after sch xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!! Then went for recess... After recess was E Math. Another test. Quite easy. Think i can score 15 or above. Overall was 20 marks. Then Eng period. Did summary test. Sure fail like crap de. I didnt complete the paper. No diff even if i complete the paper anyway. Cos i wrote to the limit before i finish. So even if i continue, cher will cancel off the rest. Waste my ink go write for wad? Haha... Then was Bio & Chem. Relief cher come in. Was super active in these 2 periods. Also dunno y. Was running around the class rm. Then the relief cher call me to the front n ask me wad was wrong with me. LOLZ! I keep saying nth. Lolz. Then was SS period. Nth interesting.

I will never going to take the MRT back home from sch again!!!!!!!!!!!!



Wednesday 04/02/09 (Wednesday, February 4, 2009)
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Currently in the sch com lab(:



Friday 30/01/09 (Friday, January 30, 2009)
Yeah ppl! I finally gt time to blog. But 2day im nt going to blog. Im just going to create a poem. Dunno y i wan to do so. So here it goes:

Was thinking of you all of a sudden
After all this time
I really wonder if I still have any feelings for you
I said that I would give you up
But I'm not sure if I have really done it
And now I think of another you
And wonder if I'm justing having a crush on you
Or it is really that I like you
I always enjoy your presence
And wanted to see you each and every moment
Your radiant smile
Is always a comfort to me
When I'm feeling down
You will comfort me with your talks
I go wherever you want to go
Because I want to be with you



Thursday 15/01/09 (Thursday, January 15, 2009)
Yo ppl im back to blogging. Sry for locking my blog for so long. I was changing blogskin(: Lazy to finish all in 1 day. Haha. Nvm about that... Now im lazy to post about anyting. So saronara...

Ps: Im sry if u come here and there is no music. Hazeline is helping me to add. Thx.



Tuesday 06/01/09 (Tuesday, January 6, 2009)
Hi ppl! Long time never post liao. Well, im super lazy de so u have to wait till i feel like posting before i will post. Nvm about that now. Lets post about 2day. Haiz.. im reaching school super early everyday now. About 6.45am like that. So boring sia. Nobody arrive yet other than Wilson & Dan lor. Haiz... listened to music while waiting for ppl to come. Was lying on the bench. Then suddenly Lai Hong ''pop out'' in front of me. Lolz. Like seeing ghost like that lor. Anyway, she passed me her Eng report. Ask me help her pass to Eng cher. Then later ppl started coming & we wasted time at there. Rest of the day lazy say. Then went for lunch at 12pm cos later gt sec 1 orientation. Then waited in co rm for sec 1 to come. Lolz. They squeeze 3 sec 1 classes into the co rm at once. Where gt enough space lor... Anyway, took about 15mins. So long sia... I sit on the chair until numb liao. Then blah blah blah... Went home do hw. Now im currently teaching ppl math in msn. So i gt myself a title: MSN Night Tutor



Thursday 01/01/09 (Thursday, January 1, 2009)
Welcome to a new 2009 year!!!!!



Sunday 21/12/08 (Sunday, December 21, 2008)
Hi guys! Im back posting now. Long time haven post already. Lolz. Cos i too lazy to come post. Anyway, i gt nth much to post about. Lolz. Sianz... Sch reopening soon. Wish it would hurry. Cant wait to see all my friends again. But there is a problem. I haven finish my hw. Left SS & Sci. Ok lets face it. Who would have been so guai to finish all of the hw? I think its super crap that the sch is giving us hw when we r getting promoted to Sec 3. Worse, all the hw gt nth to do with Sec 3 topics except Math & SS. Wth lor... N the hw are counted in common test 1. Fck sia... Nvm about the hw which i have completed. Lets talk about wads left. Ok. SS is nt that bad althought i still dun understand how to do even after Ms Wang explain to me. Lolz. Counting on Dean to ask Ms Yap now... Anyway, about Sci now. Its the STUPIDEST, IDIOTICEST, LAMEST hw i ever done in my life. Im sure many others agree with me. Lolz. But its true man! We are suppose to moniter the usage of electrical energy used in yr house 4 seven days. 7 days!!!! Wad if we r nt at home 4 a day? How do we calculate? Hell sia... Nvm. I just invent some crap. Cant be bothered with it anymore. Can imgine Mdm Tay reaction if she noes about this '' U r in the first class n u r having this type of attitude...'' Lolz. Pro right? Haha. Nvm about all this. Tml im going out 4 a movie with my sis. Haha. Looking forward to it!!!!!!



Wednesady 3/12/08 (Wednesday, December 3, 2008)
I dun feel like posting now. Just had an arguement with my family. Wtf. How i wish i can grow up immediately & move out of this fcking cb house



Thursday 27/11/08 (Thursday, November 27, 2008)
Hi ppl!!!!!!!!! Feel like blogging all of a sudden(: So came to blog. Lolz. Lets start with 2day morning. Woke up at about 9am cos i nid to go to the thxgiving lunch somewhere in somerset. Mrs Su was suppose to go but she cant made it. So me & Lai Hong went in her place. Took mrt to somerset & reached about 10.55am. Waited 4 Lai Hong 4 about 10-15min sia. We were suppose to meet at 11am but she turn up at around 11.15am. Who was the one who say me nt to be late but yet she herself was late? Lolz. Nvm. Anyway, we made our way to the place. Lucky Lai Hong never walk wrong direction. Reach there & registered. Or rather, the person help us registered. Lolz. Cos we like the first ppl to arrive lor. Sat there waiting 4 about 20min. Lai Hong super weird sia. Onli 20min but her hand was as if it was taken out from a bowl of ice water. Super cold lor. She wanted to scare me with her cold hand but haiz... FAILED!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!!! LAI HONG U NOOB!!!!!!!!! Lolz. Anyway, ppl started to arrive. We at there chit-chatting. Then Mdm Ernie. Lolz. She came i become super tense-up. Lolz. Then we all chit-chat a bit. Finally lunch was serve. First course was something like ''fried beancurd in dark sweet soy sauce''. They wan murder ppl lor. Super spicy sia. Even Mdm Ernie say so lor. Then second course was ''chicken soup''. Rather nice. Third course was ''beef rend...''(4gt liao). They serve it together with rice sia. I super idiot lor. I thought that the rice was onli 4 the beef course so i never take. But actually the rice was 4 the rest of the course too lor. LOLZ! Then i have to eat all the course without rice): Next was the ''sambal prawns''. Rather nice too but the prawns super small lor. Then came the ''braised chicken''. I like the gravy(wrong spelling?) lor. So nice... Then came another beef course but this time its fried. Then came the ''fried fish''. Finally was the ''curry vegetables''. This course sucks lor. Lolz. Then Mdm Ernie & Lai Hong both go gangbang me lor. Mdm Ernie keep asking Lai Hong to take the food then ask me eat. -.-'' lor. I was full already but they keep making me eat sia. Especially the fish lor. Lai Hong of all parts to take, she go take the tail & ask me eat. Wt... lor. Then they both ''ASK ME POLITELY'' to finish the chicken. Lolz. Mdm Ernie like the chicken gravy very much sia. She keep eating it lor. Then i tease her say since she like the gravy so much, y dun she finish the chicken. She super fast reply me say ''NONONO!!!!'' Lolz. After all that came the dessert(Steamed tapioca with coconut cream). After the lunch was the ''prize presentation''. Lai Hong go drag me go in front with her lor): Lolz. I super shy de hor if u dunno. LOLZ! Then we went back home liao lor xD



Monday 24/11/08 (Monday, November 24, 2008)
Yo ppl! Im here to post once again. Nth much to post about 2day except that i went 4 tuition & realised that i gt almost all the ans wrong 4 the hw. Lolz lor but nvm. I realised my mistakes. Haha... Anyway i shall post about yesterday.

Sunday 23/11/08

Haven slept at 2am yet. Lolz. Cos i was busy planning about going out later at about 11.30am. Was discussing with Kim. Anyway then i sms quite a number of ppl to go. About 10-15 ppl. But onli 4 ppl replied me. No onli 3 ppl replied me. Cos Wayne one nt counted. He sms me back to ask me shut up. Lolz. I dun blame him lor. Cos its like 2.30am liao. Ppl all much have fallen alseep liao. Lolz. Anyway, OTQ & Elysia replied me to tell me that they couldnt go. Haiz... So sad lor. Lolz. Anyway the last person replied me to tell me that he can go. Huarry!!!! Finally gt someone liao. Opps nt finally. Cos Kim already told me that she can go. Lolz. Then i was like lying on my bed waiting 4 ppl to reply me while chatting with Kim & Elysia. Lolz. Sadly no one else replied back(Or did Han Rou replied? I 4gt liao). So went to sleep. Then woke up at 8am. Wash & eat my breakfast xD. Then started calling ppl, asking if they could go out to Kallang Leisure Park to play bowling. I finally realise how late could my classmates sleep!!!!! I called like almost the whole 2C but like onli 3-5 ppl ans my call. Worse is Nabil & Wayne. Spam their phone i dunno how many times still dun wan ans. Each of them i think i called at least 10 times sia. -.-'' Then ppl started to reply me. All say cannot cos gt things on. I dun blame them too. Cos i never tell them beforehand. Lolz. So its my fault. Haha... Anyway Zee Yee gave me the most stupidest & lamest reason 4 nt going. He tell me he nid go cut his hair then nid repair his com. So -.-'' lor... Anyway i give up calling ppl liao. Was suppose to meet at 11.30am at Kallang Leisure Park but we were all late. That mysterious person & me reached there around 12.30pm. Kim even better. Reach there around 1.15pm-1.40pm. Pro sia all. Lolz. Anyway while waiting 4 Kim, that mysterious person & me went to play arcade. Haha... That mysterious person was so rich lor. Everytime in sch he/she so poor de lor. Keep ''taking'' my $$$. Lolz. Nvm. Anyway we played mario krat(Wrong spelling?) So fun lor. I won twice & that mysterious person won once. Haha... I didnt noe i was so pro lor. Lolz. Played other games too. Then Kim finally came. So sad lor. 2day the bowling centre like gt cometition. So all the lanes fully booked. But nvm. We all went to play arcade again!!! The 3 of us played mario krat again. There was this little boy with his father at there playing too lor. So the 4 of us challenge one another. I so suay lor. Everytime i gt in the 1st place, they all gangbang me lor. Made me last place. -.-'' Anyway the little boy like the game a lot lor. His father keep asking him if he wan go play other games but he(little boy) say he wan play mario krat again. Happen 2-3 times lor. Then the ppl behind us laughing lor. Then later someone mistaken Kim as a boy lor. I wonder if it's the person's eyes gt problem or it's just that Kim look too much like a boy? Lolz. Anyway later went to eat at KFC. Eat until so full then Kim & me have to da pao the burger. Then went to watch movie. The movie ok lor but i like the song best sia. Then we went to the bus stop. It was raining sia... That mysterious person & me gt umberalla(wrong spelling?) but nt Kim. Kim went to share with the mysterious person. Funny sia. The mysterious person's umberalla bigger than mine. Yet when Kim share with him/her she gt wet. Mine smaller but when she share with me she never get wet. Lolz. Then Kim go ''take'' my umberalla from me & ask me go share with that mysterious person. Lolz. I gt wet also lor): Then we went separate ways... Lolz.

For Kim & that mysterious person

Hey guys i wan u to noe that although there were onli the 3 of us, I had fun as wad Elysia had said. Thx guys. Kim, although we r nt in the same class next year, i wan u to noe that u r still my best friend. Same to u OTQ & many others... I wish u all the best of luck(:



Thursday 20/11/08 (Thursday, November 20, 2008)
Here to post again!!!!!!!!!! Lolz. I noe i super long never post liao. Haha. So here i am posting xD. Ok lets get started. Nowadays i keep sleeping until 12+pm sia. I also dunno y. Must be because i sleep at 1+ everyday. Lolz. I also dunno y i sleep so late everyday lor. Can someone pls tell me y? Anyway, woke up at about 12.36pm 2day. Went out 4 lunch. Then came back to play gunz. Wth sia. My mother this week nid use com to do her work. So i cant play long. Sob... Anyway, played gunz for about half an hour. Then went to play maple on my sis laptop cos my mother nid use com liao ): Super laggy sia Maple. Went out at about 3.20pm to Toa Payoh for the briefing on the carnival. Mrs Su very -.-'' leh. The briefing about 30 mins onli she go tell us from 4-6 sia. Anyway, went to popular after the breifing cos i dun feel like going home yet. Bought a CD game. Later went 4 a quick snack before going back. Something funny happened when i went back. I gt into the mrt station for free sia. Cos Jasper go tap his card but i went in. Lolz lor. The others were laughing like crazy sia. Then i went to the customer service there to report. Luckily no prob sia. Reach home at about 6.30pm. Had a bath then played Maple. Haha!!!!



Monday 10/11/08 (Monday, November 10, 2008)
Yo ppl! Just changed my blogskin. Hope u like it. Ps if u just came upon my new blogskin & theres no cbox. Cos haven add it in. Lolz. Anyway, holidays are so sianz. Theres nth to do de. I rather have a holiday of a week or so. Sianz... Chatting with joey on msn now. She go suan me so much lor. Lolz. Better dun talk too much. Later she come after me.



Sunday 9/11/08 (Sunday, November 9, 2008)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING QUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ps hor! No present 4 u. MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Wednesday 5/11/08 (Wednesday, November 5, 2008)
Hey guys, my com gt virus. So ps 4 nt posting the previous few days & the next few days



Wednesday 29/10/08 (Wednesday, October 29, 2008)
Give me a reason & i will do it without hesitation



Wednesday 29/10/08 ()
Nth to talk about 2day. So i shall talk about yesterday class gathering.

Tuesday 28/10/08

Leave home at about 10.30am to go 4 class gathering at East Coast Park. Reached there about 12.45pm. Nabil & the others threw everyyone into the sea. He wanted to throw me in but i convinced him nt to(i also dunno how). Anyway, i sit on the sand and let the water splash onto me. Then later Nabil, DC & Remy wan throw Joey & Ye Wen into the sea. Remy very asshole sia. Joey walking into the sea then he go push her from behind into it. Lolz. Ye Wen dun wan to go into the sea. So Nabil & DC go slash water onto her. Haha! Went to bath at Mac there with Dean & OTQ later. Holy idiot sia. After we finish bathing go raining. Have to wait there 4 the rain to stop. Haiz... When the rain stop, we went back. I so suay. I never wear shoes go bath then later have to walk barefooted back to the campsite, with rainwater on the ground! Then all sit down & talk. Joey very -.-'' leh. At there talking about her ultraman towel. Then later Wan Ru go copy her. Super -.-'' lor. Im beginning to hate ultraman. LOLZ! Then later the boys & 3 girls went to play soccer. Halfway through, my left leg super pain. Also dunno y. Eihter its the muscles or the nerves. Damn pain lor. Cannot walk properly. Have to limp all the way back. Worst, Hazel ask me go carry the stack of charocal(wrong spelling) to the bbq site. So super far lor. Haiz... Then start to bbq. Dun feel like talking about it. A lot of things happen. Then later XK's parents give me a ride to Eunos mrt station then went home xD.



Thursday 23/10/08 (Thursday, October 23, 2008)
YO!!!!! Just gt back my results. I gt 2 C, 6 B & 2 A. Fall short of my expectation. Nvm. I will do better next year. Anyway, i gt 19 in class & 23 in lvl. The class deprove lor. Onli gt top 3 in lvl. Haiz...

Ps: Can u pls tell me wad am i suppose to do so that u will 4give me??????



Wednesday 22/10/08 (Wednesday, October 22, 2008)
Last day of sch 2day. Bit sad really. Wasnt able to settle something(i'll talk about it later) & im sure im going to miss all 2C-ers, no matter how close we are. We played handball in sch. Asshole sia the boys. Was suppose to choose team but they were all kiking the ball as if it was a soccer ball. Then they finally went to choose team , after Leonard show his temper. Haiz... y wasnt Kimberley the captain? I wanted her to choose team so that if i was in her team, i could apologise to her. Nvm... After that went for i-bounce. Rather fun, though i think it would be better with that stone off my chest. After recess was stacking. A bit boring if u play that game 4 a long time. Haiz... after that celebrated Nabil's coming birthday. Lucky wasnt tio by the cake. Anyway, we went back to class to get our exam papers back. I was helping to distribute the art work. Lai Hong wasnt around so i ask Kimberley if she is keeping 4 her. Haiz... she reply me in such a cold manner that i...(dunno how to say). Was release after that. Dean wanted to apologise to Kimberley but didnt dare to do so. In the end, we both went. Lolz. Kimberley was going out of sch when she turn back. The moment she see us, she wan siam us. Dean n me go block her, wanting to apologise to her but she turn back again & went. Haiz... so disappointing sia. Until now(9.30pm), she haven forgive me): Sob...

Kimberley, if u have read this, im sincerely expressing my regrets for my actions. I noe i have gone too far in irritating u & im really sry about it. I hope u will really forgive me because if we r in the same class next year, r u going to ignore me the whole time? Recall the time we spent together(me, u, dean & lai hong). Can u bear to do that to a friend like me?
However if u r nt going to forgive me, I wan u to know this. No matter how much u hate or siam/ignore me, u r still going to be one of my best friend i ever have.



21/10/08 Tuesday (Monday, October 20, 2008)
Im really sry for making u angry... really sry.



Thursday 16/10/08 (Thursday, October 16, 2008)
2day was rather fun. Mr m never come in during first period. Class was super noisy. Hazeline was collecting our sub combination form. Others all talking. Then during Eng we watch Haunted Mansion Part 2. The girls screamed SUPER LOUD when the skeleton head suddenly came out. That time, Remy also go scare them. HAHA! Great job Remy! Went to the library after watching. Ms Yap wan us to borrow 3 bks lor. Sianz lor... Later was CE period. Mr m finally came in. We checked our marks. I didnt noe i score 51 4 Eng! I thought i scored 50 onli! Went 4 recess later. I also dunno y but i wanted to be alone. Lolz... After recess was Music. We stayed in class. Me, Joey, Ong Zhen & Dean was playing poker cards. We played blackjack(With $...Shhhhhhhhhh!) Dean lost to me $1 & i lost to Joey $4. LOLZ!

Joey Lai, u watch out!

Im going to win back my $!!!!!!!! xD

Then it was Phy lesson. Mrs Tan never come in(: So gd lor. We played poker cards again but this time with Jo, Jie Ying, Hazeline, Zee Yee, Nabil, YiYing, Ye Wen, Ci Chuan, Dean, Ong Zhen, Remy, Joey & ME. Played Murderer. I was the killer once onli. Killed Dean, who was sitting beside me. HAHA! I made him look at me then later kill him. I was trying to made Ong Zhen made eye contact with me but i dunno where she looking lor. Anyway, the game was fun. I think Joey made the best killer & detective lor. She kill ppl so fast & silent & catch killer so fast lor. So i kept looking at her, see if she was the killer 4 each round. LOLZ! Sadly, time flies. So fast 2 periods of Phy finish liao. Then Ms Leong came in. She made us watch wad pianoist & ''The Lion King''. So boring lor. Wanted to sleep but couldnt. Joey was sitting beside me looking SUPER bored & sleepy. Lolz. Then later end of sch. Haha!

Finally! Went back home to do one thing. SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:



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